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Website:Maria Kang's Motivational Website
Birthdate:1983-10-11
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I am in recovery for anorexia. I have not, nor am I currently, at any kind of treatment center. I am doing this pretty much on my own. I have been ana for.... about 5 or 6 years now. A select few friends know, one of whom, used to be ana too and is now recovered. I intend to make recovery a priority from now on. Unfortunately, I have my fair share of bad days as well. Don't give up on me.

I love writing and keeping track of my thoughts. I have my B.A. in English - Creative Writing. I also LOVE English Literature (Think Shakespeare, Chaucer, Jane Austen, and Virginia Woolf.) Professionally, I want to be a teacher. I currently work as a substitute in local districts. I have a LOT going on in my life as I attempt to finish my certification in Early Childhood Education, continue to dance and weight-train..... all while battling my ana. It is a daily struggle.

I have GOALS that I want to achieve that I cannot, so long as I hold this ana with me. Leaving the groups does not mean the ana is gone. It is still very much present. But I am fighting it every day and will continue to fight it until I am better. G-D does not give us mountains that we cannot climb.

As a little p.s. I am NOT pro-ana. I do not tell teeny-bopper children to do these behaviors to lose a few. So if you are pro-ana or pro-mia, please do not add me. Sorry, nothing personal. This is a disease and an addiction. Not a choice.

Please do not judge me. First impressions are one thing, judgement, another. Only G-D can judge. This is extremely difficult, and if I have added you, it means that I trusted you enough to let you in to my world. If you want to be removed, just ask. But I hope you will stick with me. Often, I need encouragement and reminders - even if I do not take the advice you give me. I am opened to answering questions you may have for me, but only because this is LJ. I rarely talk about my e.d. outside of LJ except to my very closest friends. There is a lot more to me than my e.d. But I post MAINLY about it on this blog. So bear with me and love me for who I am. Nomus Dai.
Memories::6 entries
Pictures:over 30 public
Interests:12: broadway, classical music, creative writing, dancing, hadag nachash, idan raichel, listening to israeli music, listening to rock/top 40, matisyahu, reading, singing, weight-lifting/body building
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People66:85lbs, a_tinygal, aliceeyes, asclearasdreams, b_u_n_n_i_e_s, blueeyedbarbie2, brenda927, charlichic, cloudsinmycafe, confoundme, conjure_me_thin, diannadinoble, dividedme, dontspeak, dorian_dagonet, dreamsthin, dtermn2bhealthy, empty_feeling, excuseamoi, flittingaway, free2bthin, fuddledwords, has_potential, herotherhalf, hisbeloved33ad, justxjess, knv143, laskdfj, lauratanner, libre_m, live_4_dance, mary_mv2006, mayikissyou, mittens_, mixitupbabe, nill_by_mouth, ophelianfate, passablement, peachtea7, perfect_hemline, please_thin, porcelain_dollz, punk_peanut_, purelydesperate, ravennightworld, secret_disease, sensualxkiss, sharon_xoxo, shivafarajifar, shrinkingstar_x, singer1dancer, sita_radha, smacygra, soul_recovered, spilling_out, star_angel22, stfuren, storm_so_sweet, sweet_chic58, thisismykitty, timsbird, tinyballerina83, torturedangel06, vodka4breakfast, xalmost_there, xromanticfuckx
Communities6:fit_and_healthy, gymrats, kosher_veggies, lj_maintenance, news, veggie_diaries
Feeds1:overheardnyc
Mutual Friends:46: 85lbs, a_tinygal, aliceeyes, b_u_n_n_i_e_s, blueeyedbarbie2, conjure_me_thin, dividedme, dorian_dagonet, dreamsthin, dtermn2bhealthy, excuseamoi, flittingaway, free2bthin, fuddledwords, has_potential, hisbeloved33ad, justxjess, knv143, lauratanner, libre_m, mary_mv2006, mayikissyou, mixitupbabe, nill_by_mouth, ophelianfate, peachtea7, please_thin, porcelain_dollz, punk_peanut_, purelydesperate, secret_disease, sharon_xoxo, shivafarajifar, singer1dancer, smacygra, soul_recovered, spilling_out, star_angel22, stfuren, storm_so_sweet, sweet_chic58, tinyballerina83, torturedangel06, vodka4breakfast, xalmost_there, xromanticfuckx
Also Friend of:3: absinthdream, jolieminuit, rawemotion67
Member of:4: fit_and_healthy, gymrats, kosher_veggies, veggie_diaries
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